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Poems On Suicide.
I am falling to pieces all over my bed room floor.
Can't hold it together anymore.
I am feeling my mind slowly decay and watching my soul just slip away.
Don't know how to make it stop.
My heads telling me your not wanted, your old new.
My body is sick of being abused.
Why do I let them own me, I'm myself right?
How can I be myself when I can't find the pieces they have torn out of me?
No where to go, no where to hide.
I have to face it I am dying inside.
Lara x
See the Stars, Open your Scars!
The knife glitters sliver in the moon light.
I slit my wrists and watch it bleed.
When I sleep, I have no dreams.
Only darkness.
I wake up and see the marks.
The darkness appeares and once again the Knife calls to me.
Jumper on,cover the the scars.
Open your eyes, look at the stars.
Through out the day they call to me.
"Make me bleed, You want to bleed"
Close your eyes try to forget.
The blood itches under the scab.
Scratch it off let the blood flow.
Pass out, back into the world of no dreams!
Lara x

Aborted life.
She was just 16, coming from a life of trouble, beating and fake love.
Forced to sell her innocents and virginty.
To sick men for their dirty minded pleasure.
She does this so she can live.
Shes had it hard but she still fights on.
She is beaten by her boyfriend,when she refused to let him sell her body for his tainted fancies and Cars.
He tells her he loves her and only wants the best for her.
When he really doesn't want her, he just wants her money that her beauty and body will bring.
She wakes up asking,"Why does this world hate me?"
What have I done to deserve this?"
She walks around in a dase, she feels numb to the world.
she picks up the bleach.
"Bottoms up to life."
Her body burned in and out.
Her soul now free.
It was an aborted life, killed the same way you kill off an innocent soul, that was made on a drunken night of lust.
Unwanted and Unloved.
Larax written 2002

Suicidal dreamer.
The bliss of falling through the air.
The freedom you feel.
The understanding.
You lose sight of the pain,
for when you jump you are free of it and happy.
Then you wake up it hasn't worked.
Your still here and the hurt and pain come rushing back.
Larax written 2002
  Playing with Matches!

  Unwanted, I hide in the corner of my room.
Music on trying to shut them out.
But they carry on talking all the same.
This is my life, I am to blame.
The room is dark and my head is full.
Why are they being so cruel?
"You unwanted child, you pitiful fool, Your life is noting"
The voices appearer when I think they are gone.
They make me icealated and completely dumb.
Lara x

Mirror
I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediatley.
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful-
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditiate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long.
I think it is part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.

Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with her tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman.
Rises towards her day after day, like a terrible fish.
Sylvia Plath (1932-1963) May a true beauty of a woman rest in peace.

'Bleed'

Bleed for me again
let the tears roll down your chin
save it all for me
can I witness your suffering

break the chains in two
feel the change in you
slice away the pain
penetrate the shame

raise the dead again
call yourself my friend
revenge is near for them
their pain will never end

don't say another word
Because I've already heard
all I need to hear
Can I watch you drown in tears?

For too long I cried myself to sleep
Because of all the promises you failed to keep
Hate for you is all I seem to feel
Your pain is helping me to heal
~Chris S



Cuts with no knives.
Wrist that bleed all by themselves.
I no longer need to cut.
The blood flows and never stops now.
No energy to lifted the knife.
No need the blood runs without help.
I lie there now an empty vessle.
Be hold the blood that runs untill this is no more.
Lara x

Drug of the Devil.
Need a fix?
Whats your pleasure?
You can have it double measure.
Here's you fix, It's the devils mix.
Wants your life, smell your blood, craves your soul.
Hay no one said pleasure didn't come at a price.
Burn in his for ever flame, just beacuse you mixed pleasure with pain.
Lara x

Every cloud has a sliver lining.